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| Ah...Xanga.
For all you loyal readers, I broke up with Brenton. *gasp!
He's a crazy person, just so you know. I saw the signs and just ignored them.
BUT!
...it's okay, because now I have Todd. 
Other than man upgrades, I've survived another semester at MTSU. I got 3 As and 2 Bs. I'm very proud. *tear... This next semester I'm going to be having some potentially tough courses, so...we'll see what happens. Please don't kill my GPA, Spring '09!! After this I have two Sciences, two Maths, and...six? Computer Sciences left. Then I'm graduating! Three semesters and counting, my friends.
I'm ready to kill my roommates. Roommate. Cynthia. I love her, she's cool, but if I live with her again I will have to kill her. So...I'm living with Heidi! I love my Heidi. She's crazy as a loon, but I understand her kind of crazy. At least she doesn't eat food that's been sitting out for a week, or ruin the endings of all the movies I want to watch (or a million other things that I won't bother naming). That's right, I got this next semester and I'm moving OUT. Hopefully into a house bike-riding distance to MTSU. Which basically means no further than where I live now.
*yawn...yawn yawn yawn
I stayed up until well past 4:00 last night. I probably only got four or five hours sleep. That may sound like enough, but my body likes double digits, man. At least eight. And here I am again, staying up when I should be sleeping. But you see...I was supposed to go back to M'boro today. And right now I would be in my Todd's arms. But no, Mom wants me to stay. So now I have no clean clothes! Mom's making me find something out of what I've left behind. There's a reason I didn't take these clothes with me.  And instead of going to New Vision, I'm going to church somewhere in Tullahoma. But I do get to see Dad dress up like a wise man!
Hush, I'm trying to be positive here.
But now, I'm afraid I must go to bed. You enjoy the read, and I'll see you on the other side.
Peace, homes.
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| Ahh...Physics is over. Blessed relief. I got a C, too. I have never been so happy to get a C in all my life. Well, except maybe Cal 2. Both classes chewed me up and spit me out. I went down fighting, though. *grrr...
So now what do I do? I have approx two months before I have to go back to math and programming and all things depressing. Yuck... I guess I'm gonna start working out and look for a job. I'm gonna start applying at movie theaters and campus jobs, I suppose. Maybe TSC. Where else?
I am excited about this month, though. My birthday is in...15 days.  I'm gonna be 20! The 17th I'm gonna go see Brenton. I'm not sure what he's got planned for me, but we're gonna see The Dark Knight at the IMAX in Nashville. Yay! I love Batman, I love Heath Ledger, I love IMAX! I love Brenton, too... His family is gonna take us out to eat. I have mixed feelings, because I love food, especially when it's free, but I'm also gonna have to be dealing with his dad, who loves to make fun of how much (little) I eat.
When I get back from Brenton's I'm gonna come home and Mom and Dad are gonna take me somewhere. We were thinking about Holiday World, for no particular reason. But a theme park wouldn't be that much fun if I was the only one riding rides. But I don't really have anyone I can invite. Heidi's got a job, so she'll probably have to work, if she would even want to go. Stephanie can't afford it, and I'm sure Timmy wouldn't let her leave, anyway. Cyn's in Hawaii, and I wouldn't want her to go. Sam'll probably have work, and I don't care to be around her that much, either.
I think that's all I got going on. I've sent out my b-day list...I dunno if I'm gonna get anything off of it, though. It's worth a try. I try to put enough on it that there are a lot of options, in price and type of gift. It may look like I want lots of stuff, though...
Anywho, I'm off of here, I suppose. Y'all have a good night.
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| Physics still blows. I hate the class with a passion. But...
IT'S ALMOST OVER!
Our final is Thursday.
I got a 61 on the first exam. Which is a D in college, thankyouverymuch. The second one I stayed up until 2:00 studying the night before and I got a 71. Booyeah! Plus, he gave us extra credit, so...hopefully my grade will improve. As far as lab goes...I've gotten a 100 on every quiz but one, and all A's for labs, except for one. So that grade's pretty much set. And even if I get a D in the class, my scholarships won't be affected. Not that a D is a good thing - it's just not an end-of-the-world thing. So yay! One more exam...
Oh, the worst thing is Friday we had two labs due and our extra credit. Well, I woke up after 9:00 that morning. Class starts at 8:15... I have no idea what happened. I'm just glad I didn't wake up any later... And Dr. Montemayor, who is an amazing man, let me turn my stuff in. It made me feel bad that I kind of gave up on the last lab and did a not great job on the extra credit... But he knows my exam grades - he knows my level of Physics skill. And I love him.
So let me run this by you, invisible readers. Cori, a guy in my class, invited me to the movies with him for his birthday. It wasn't a me-and-him thing - his brothers and friends were coming, too. He lives in Nashville, so Brenton was like "Well, if you go watch the movie, you can come see me that night." That's all I needed to agree to go. We went to see Wall-E, and it's amazing movie. But I was telling someone about it and they said it was more like a date. My question is: Why can't guys and girls be friends? If a girl from class had invited me to the movies, no one would think anything. But because it's a guy it must be a date. Of course, I have come to realize that, over the years, the only guy "friends" I've had usually admit they liked me at some point. And we're only "friends" as long as they think they might have a chance. As soon as they find out I have a boyfriend, or I'm not gonna date them, they just kind of...stop talking to me. Not right away, of course, but eventually. Most of the friends I've made at MTSU have been guys, and here I am, pretty much friendless except for Brenton and my roommates.
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| Yuck, Physics. I've been in class for a week and I'm through. I'd say I've put in 20+ hours in the WPS this week. And another two or three on homework. I should have been doing a lot more, homework though.  I've started on it tonight, though! Better late than never, anyway. We have our first test Wednesday. The worst part about this class (other than the time) is we're only getting three grades for the entire "semester" We have two exams that are 35%, then the final is 30%. So there's a lot of pressure to do well on this exam. Plus, there's only five or six questions. But it's gonna take us two hours to get through the thing. Oh, well. I will survive. And if I don't...well, that's not an option. I can pull at least a C out of my butt for this class. Hopefully a B. An A? Doubtful. But maybe!
Other than that I don't have anything going on. I wanted to get a job this summer, but now I think it's better than I didn't, because I wouldn't want to have to split time between this class and a job. There's no way...
There are a couple weddings coming up, though. Not mine, yet. Jessica is getting married next weekend, and Jason the next. I can't believe my baby brother (who is 11 years older than I am) is getting married! After the weddings I don't really have anything big going on for the rest of the summer. We may do something for my birthday, I dunno. I'm turning 20! I'm not gonna be a teenager anymore!
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| It's too soon for another one of these. I just did one like...two days ago, or something. But that was when I was bored in Murfreesboro. Now I'm bored at home. That calls for another entry.
Tonight was the GCHS graduation. Woop Woop Let's see...Jordan, Sara, Christina, several others that I wasn't close friends with, but still friends. They all graduated. Apparently I like people two years younger than me. Or two years older, in Brenton's case. Heidi graduates from SAS Sunday. I'm gonna miss it, and it makes me sad. But I can't pass up a free trip to Florida.
I can't believe it's been two years since I graduated! I'm so...old. Halfway through college, too. What am I going to do with my life? I can't even get a summer job - how am I supposed to be starting a career?? Blech.
I've changed a lot since high school. I'm glad, too. I was a strange one. I feel much more extroverted now. More comfortable with myself. College has been good for me, I think. There are some things I wish I hadn't done...some changes that I don't like, but all-in-all it's good stuff. I couldn't go back. The thought of reliving high school is...terrifying. Never again am I going to have to be that person. What a relief.
I'm not sure why I'm on here rambling about how crappy high school was. I could go to bed. I think that's what I'm going to do...
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